Friday, April 23, 2021

Red, Gray

John Elmer O'Brien, 1935

 

Keep to your field of color,

Smell of linseed up from the cellar,

Oils thinned and soaking into the canvas,

Failed-artist father trying again,

Decades too late in his sad privacy.

Shake free if you can.


These days I'm on the cabin porch

With a thermos of decaf, watching a corn-snow,

Dumped from the raised beds of purple clouds,

Roar through the oak and maple crowns

Like Ohio River gravel sliding into a foundation hole,

Sepia     white     incipient green.


Someone to read this.

Someone to know.

Someone to tell me.

Someone to lie.


Never, never, never like him,

Self-pitying father to please who can't be,

Masterwork finally his Pollock-like splatter

I would wash from the blue bedroom wall,

Color soaked into the pillow.

Never like him.


Someone to read this and tell me they did,

Someone to welcome the ice-yellow sun.

Tracks in a late-season snow

Circle graves.

Never like him, never like him.

Never, never, never like him.






—after the work of American abstract painter Helen Frankenthaler