Saturday, October 30, 2010

Urgency

Trees mark the season.

The poplars on the hillside stand alone in their brightness, the oaks burning down to russet and sienna, and the rest dark in their bareness.

Autumn energizes us. We feel an urgency to accomplish what we can because time is short.

Wisdom comes from knowledge of mortality.

Motivation comes from death.



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Friday, October 29, 2010

Big Events

Yesterday, midges hovered in the low beams of the setting sun.

Their revival for a few warms days is noteworthy.

This morning, snow birds arrived.

Slate-colored juncos, down from the arctic circle.

The first snow won't be far behind. It never is.

This evening, reading the day's news, I think snow birds pecking at cracked corn under the feeder is the really big event.



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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Reduction

The hill is in the trees.

Rain has thinned the crowns so we can see it.

Shade lies covered on the ground.

Migrating birds arrive in waves, seen a day or two and gone again. Robins, white-throated sparrows, their offspring with them.

Hear the wind's purer song.

The year gets down to basics.



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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Serenata

It's nothing, really,

A knot just here, an aging man

Free to walk the fields at night

And practice self-delusion;

It's of little moment, the moon

A hole above the trees,

Briars clawing sleeves

Bloodthirsty and roaring,

Screech owls serenading voles,

Dogs in tremolo on chains,

Eruptions in the joints, well,

I'm fine, old friend, and you?



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Monday, October 25, 2010

Major College

A plain of tailgaters as seen from Heinz Field looking toward PNC Park.
Red Lot 7A
 Red Lot 7A is a triangular patch of asphalt under the highway and against a shale cliff. Small in comparison to the plain of parking lots that connects the two professional sports stadiums on Pitsburgh's North Shore, 7A feels like a private club. Food on folding tables, full bars in the open backs of SUVs, chatter and laughter under the overpass, it feels collegial, like the best days of our youth when we celebrated Home-Game-Saturday-mornings in the fraternity house before walking en masse under our greek banner down Bayard Street and up Cardiac Hill to the game.
At least we think that's what we did.

That was so long ago we wore sports coats and ties.

That was when we cared about fitting in.

Now we like to think we are wiser and stand less on pretense. 

 And in that we are still conforming.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Husbandry of Hours

























The day is our journey, the hour our moment.

Let us tend to them.

If we are hopeful and high-minded in our travels between fire and ice, disappointment seems inevitable.

But if we fill the hour as Emerson advised, leaving no crevice for a repentance or an approval, that is happiness.

Maybe then, in our autumn, we will, like Emerson, find within, not wrinkles & used heart, but unspent youth.



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Thursday, October 21, 2010

10 Days Difference



More sky, and more to come, until the blue presses down
from rim to rim, and clouds scrape the ground, and the woods
is a deeper, wilder place where the wind runs free
and sounds like a warning, saying she, saying she.



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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

First Freeze

First freeze purifies the morning.

Decline's rough beauty stops us in the field.

We love subtlety and depth, an acquired taste, we like to think, requiring time and work.

In this late quarter, focus on the effervescence of leaves in wind and light.

May memory serve when senses dull.


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Monday, October 18, 2010

Dark Fire









Moon passes

Thorn to Pine,

Stars through Smoke,

The Faces Lost.






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Saturday, October 16, 2010

Stems

Country roads busy with cars from the faubourg.

Driving and looking, sometimes disembarking to point their digital cameras and even walk a few hundred feet on the walkways, shoes muddy only by accident.

One place is the way to see, still in the wind, each tree giving its all to regeneration.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Woodland People

























(with lines from John Ashbery's "Some Trees")

Woodland people,

Spirits raised amidst the trees,

Force of one place,

Strength of silence,

Each leaf afloat

Adding a bit of heaven,

You and I suddenly


What the trees try to tell us


We are: that their being here


Means something; that soon we may


Touch, love, explain.


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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Billion


In a world of increase, the numbers rise.

A billion of us watched Florencia Avalos emerge at an angle from the solid depths as loved ones cried, politicians beamed, and the rest of us cheered.

The 14th miner, Victor Segovia, has just been saved as we write this. We learn he is a poet and father of five. The president of Chile wishes him well, saying, "You have your whole life ahead of you." CNN plays Bob Marley, Victor's favorite music, as he is loaded into the ambulance. "Welcome back," someone says.

Such powerful TV links all of us, all of us with our whole lives ahead.

The sun rises continually on a new world.


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Monday, October 11, 2010

Embracing Change

The next hard rain will thin the woods, and for a day, gold will lie thick on the forest floor.

In the field, goldenrod is past its prime and browning.

Each hour seems a different season.

We embrace change, having no choice.

Florets are forming against the ground, the start of next spring's growth. On twigs already bare, we find buds.

Seeds take flight.

In all this brilliant death, life, life.

Friday, October 08, 2010

Focus

We understand the chess masters' need for uninterrupted focus.

Utter silence.

Total concentration.

The still mind is capable of much.

We need places where the air is fresh, nature close by, and we can remain undisturbed.

It is the way to bring our humanity into focus.

Stillness becomes an expression.

–Deng Ming-Dao

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Soft Days

Forties and fine rain. A day for wool. A day for contemplation.

We walk the field through the mists of grounded cloud.

Sugar maples brighten by the hour.

Blue stops under the old apple and tries to show me something I would have missed on my own.

I can't see it. We move on.

Such soft days are right for a little wondering.

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Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Our New Caesar

who knows
we could wake up
and realize it's a real war

one of every fourteen
people in the world
on facebook

it's a worry
our shifting notions
of privacy and revelation
our sheer self-display

this sophomoric enterprise
this billion-dollar fiction
we create of ourselves
this waste of time

zuckerberg likes
ender's game
no other books
on his profile

he stole the moment
not to mention the idea
people just submitted it
i don't know why

have you nothing to hide
be wary like zuckerberg
prepare for the day
the power goes off 

risk humility solitude
the unmarked block
with nothing to say
risk silence



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Monday, October 04, 2010

Small Town Memory









Sunday evening on the hilltop, rolling away from the sun with the earth, is a fine time to assess the weekend.

We are grateful to live near the Great Allegheny Passage and still amazed we can ride our bicycles all the way to D.C., through woodlands, across mountain streams, along rivers, and through small towns.

Of those towns, we are particularly fond of Meyersdale. Why is difficult to say, but what's a town if not its people?

We stood among a hundred or more of them in the dusk as they gathered to watch the first lighting of new streetlights, a quiet celebration of a completed "streetscape" project. Hot cider and cookies were free.

The new lights are lovely, the new sidewalks are immaculate, the diagonal parking is fun, and the new stop lights and crossing signals are impressive, even if no one could say why they were necessary ("talk to the state," was a common reply).

Military music opened the event, as the oldest continuous fife and drum corps in the country marched down Main Street, then stood in front of the old bank building and listened with the rest of us to the speeches, most of which were emotional.

Raised in the country and living there still, we are not town people -- perhaps that makes us less civilized -- but we can only imagine how it feels to be the ninth or tenth generation of townfolk, to be so connected to each other, to see how pretty Main Street looks, and to think of those we wished were still here to see it.

We envy them that.

Saturday, October 02, 2010

A New Value

























Cold enough for frost last night, but only dew this morning,
dew and mist, rising through the first corridors of sunlight.

"It is a new value when darkness amounts to something positive...

"Each morning now is fresher and cooler, and leaves
still green reflect a brighter sheen."

Thoreau, October 2, 1858.




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