Tuesday, June 29, 2021

Entering the New Yorker Contest



I don't see shapes in clouds, but you do.

Come back, and tell me what you see.


I don't remember dreams, but you do.

Come back, and share your vivid tales without conclusion. 


I don't pronouce insouciance correctly, but you do.

Come back, because you have more French, mais oui.


I don't read my lines with feeling, but you do.

Come back, because you are among the few.


I don't know yoga nidra, but you do.

Come back, and swing me into peaceful trance.


I'm not quick with cartoon contest captions, but you are.

When you come back, we'll check the final three.


Most would rather judge than love, not you.

Come back, because I think we have a chance.














Thursday, June 24, 2021

The Visible Summer



 

I had to stop believing

in my permanence to see.


By many errors

I have learned to look for what is hidden,

hidden by what I can see,


The huge unmoving cumulus

of summer — what Jesus said,

in his father's house are many mansions,


In the lingering dusk

I love to see your pupils dilate

like something high up, falling.


Looking to see what is hidden,

forgiving myself

from before I was ready to see, 


Earth will become more and more beautiful

until I can't stand it,

then it will vanish.


With no clouds in the sky,

the sky can't move.







— A cento containing lines from multiple issues of The New Yorker

and The New York Review of Books,  flanking the summer solstice,

by Anna Journey, Jiordan Castle, D. Nurske, Joe Denthorne, and Shane McCrae.


Sunday, June 20, 2021

The Poem That Doesn't Exist

Mansions of sunset, a dreamscape


Once I knew the difference

          between waking and dreaming,

a reader of planets and verse,

          I thought I knew what was real,

this poem for instance, but maybe

          it doesn't exist except in my dream,

          all of us dreaming our dreams.



And what of awakening,

          of awakening into a dream?

I know such transit,

          regaining consciousness into a nightmare,

a dream that my daughter

          had died in my arms,

          which continues.



Too easy now, the blur of the mind

          that seeks the invisible world

behind pillars of cloud in the glow of the west,

          each of us dreaming our dreams.

What heroes and heroines we are

          to get up every morning,

          to go to bed every night.















Thursday, June 17, 2021

Crossing the Sun

Priva Kumar photo, Earth & Sky

 
Wishing to simplify

my hard-earned solitude

in our time of long sunsets,

crossing before the silent sun,

lovely to each other in silhouette,

I unsubscribe, I unsubscribe,

and yet

nothing comes of nothing.

Speak to me again, dear one,

even if only in text.







— photo from Oman, Arabian Peninsula, June solstice sunset, 2018.

Wednesday, June 16, 2021

Companion

On a wire

       

After hard rain,

Your soft heart.








Monday, June 14, 2021

Some Mornings



 

Some mornings I think I know what the world is

and write weak words on soft paper,

passing it off as some sort of vision

after hours of fretting and fiddling,

steeled against irrelevancy.


Some mornings I know nothing

and stand in the fog like a child

baffled by people, what is and what isn't,

the light and the shade and no one to ask,

dewstruck and taking it in.







—after Adam Zagajewski's "My Favorite Poets"


Sunday, June 13, 2021

Samely


      

Love of faded color, the time-worn,

The openly abstract, as if, as if

It weren't the result of personal practice,

Reverence for altered neural pathways.

Samely, they loved clouds,


The way they lifted their heads

Behind the pastured hills,

The way the wind bent the grasses,

The way the dying apple dropped its heavy arms,

The way the crows called it home.


Samely, in quiet, they thought things,

They had a way of being in the world,

Delivered from the gilded impertinences

In the last, best decades of their lives,

With all the time there is.







Thursday, June 10, 2021

Artform

Cranberry blossoms on fieldstone with lichen

 
Art unexpected

can be about framing

and what's left out,

expanded to a universe.

Love is that.

Tell me you see it.








Wednesday, June 09, 2021

Under Summer Clouds We Knew


 
Under summer clouds we knew

We should have given more,

Been kinder in wide passing shadows,

Calmer in the evening calls of doves,

Said less when the crickets played their songs,

And closer held our dear ones long and long.








Tuesday, June 08, 2021

Survivors


    

Not since they were young, and now there she sat,

Sipping hibiscus tea he had found in the back

Of the cupboard when he learned she was coming,

Clearing enough of the kitchen table for them

To sit and summarize their separate lives,

The computer off, the keyboard shoved aside,

The dog asleep against the stove he never used,

And the heirloom mantle clock more plangent now

Than yesterday in marking, marking, time.


What was it that kept them connected, they wondered together,

As she tested the pens in the coffee cups next to the notepad.

Six words, she said, aptly described what they had, 

Met, sparked, kept one ember alive — 'twas agreed,

A haiku on the equinox and a hand-drawn Christmas card

Had been enough for decades to acknowledge that bond

Was still there, and now there she sat testing his pens.

Could be we've missed each other, she said, and

After a hug on the driveway stones, she was gone.


And likely they had, as quiet returned to the fields,

A  man and his dog walking through the high grass,

When the phone in his pocket buzzed on his thigh.

And on the next day, as he spread the tools of his craft

Across the table again, he opened the notepad,

And there in her hand, first lines of a Shakespearean sonnet,

Let me not to the marriage of true minds

Admit impediments...

And maybe, just maybe, they hadn't.







Sunday, June 06, 2021

Lost and Found



Walking upright on the earth in June's high grasses

Never more aware we move in sky

Being creatures of the clouds

And that a life of ordinary wonder

Is a life that's always just beginning.







 

Friday, June 04, 2021

Work Among Trees After Rain





Lifted on a tide of quiet

that floods the woods when the chainsaw dies,

pants cuffs full of oak chips,

wet bandana, buzzing hands,

mind laved by task and effort,

I drift and swing like an unmoored boat

under a canopy of leaves laced with sky.


The house and its connections are a world away.

 This heaven drips and gleams.








Tuesday, June 01, 2021

Dry Spell

     

Local boys most evenings

fire their guns into the side of the hill

conjuring what?


Clouds gather over the valley,

but nothing comes of it.


Local boys most nights

log on again for chanting.


I wish I were rain.