| jo'b |
This way
old friend
if you're still willing
we'll call it a triumph
of memory
Rural in Nature, Transcendental in Temperament
| SchottNYC.com photo |
He sold his last motorcycle
after a spill,
a concession to age
and to circumstance,
but he kept the jacket.
He thought he could
defeat time, and desire,
and the need to be loved
if he just geared down,
but the weather clears,
and the sun warms his back,
and he feels it again,
the wild urge of speed,
of freedom, of living,
and, oh, to go down swinging.
| jo'b |
Awake again
in the deep night of winter,
watching the storm.
Darkness swallows light.
I can't see the field, but I know
it's there, under snow in the dark,
the field where my children ran
with sunlight in their hair.
Like the fallen goldenrod
buried in snow, like the young
bare maples sighing with wind,
I, too, am rooted in the dark,
Soon to take my place
among the ended promises
of these few fallow acres
mistaken for paradise.
| Photographer Sally Mann near Lexington, Virginia (Erinn Springer for the NYT) Please click photo to enlarge. |
| Path to the woodpile jo'b |
A cold and angry wind
passes through the country,
shaking this old farmhouse,
its posts and beams creaking,
its mortices and tenons
pushing against each other,
giving a little to keep from falling.
Late, I read the news and tend the fire
to keep my bones from chilling,
all night I let the faucet drip
to keep the pipes from bursting—
the wind is a passing thing,
passing through a passing thing,
which is my life. I am old.
I go slowly to grow older.
I pull down my cap and turn my collar up,
heading for the woodpile through the drifting snow,
each step a crunching underfoot, less of a sound
in my head than a vibration in my soul.
I lean into the wind, sometimes
turning sideways in the stronger gusts,
giving a little, still standing.