Friday, June 28, 2019

Going Back to Woodland



We left her in the field

No longer farmed

Going back to woodland

Where summer days

Are weighted with the past

And where she dreamed

Of picking blackberries

As she lay dying.


The unfarmed field

A fitting patch of earth

For ashes,

Briars scraping arcs

Against the empty barn

Where hitches and tethers

For beasts and men decay

On rusting nails in shadow.


Season by season

Memory like barn boards

Long gone gray but standing

In the field no longer farmed

Scatter me and leave us

In her dream

Picking blackberries

Going back to woodland.








Monday, June 24, 2019

Wedding Photo Sonnet

Half a century passed.


Unveiled and happy,

You posed in the studio,

White roses trailing ribbons,


And posted it today,

Fifty years later,

A hollow in my chest.


It wasn't me. Scroll down.


Loves and failures

Evened out;

I'd rather be one up.


Who I thought you were,

Who you thought I was,

We are.


Was and were still hurt.








Saturday, June 22, 2019

Long Sunset

June sunset on the Arabian Peninsula by Priya Kumar.


A current ran between us

In the contours of the moment.

It has been my privilege

Not to understand it.







–with a nod to the phrasing of Rae Armantrout



Wednesday, June 19, 2019

The Lengthening Day

Solstice sunrise from Glastonbury Tor, Somerset, U.K.
(Photo by Sarah Little-Knitwitz via EarthSky.org)


A sticking snow slowed us in the dawn

of the higher latitudes, our shadows shifting

as the sun swept low over bare trees,

the day's lone music from the valley trains,

the steel stove ticking, dividing the hours

with firewood and ash, no one in sight

but the wind, the tall white furious wind,

weather and stars passing through

again and again.


Warmed by coffee in a china cup,

we waited at the window,

souls swarmed through us

as the wind died, and we heard,

when the night became glass,

the wild cries of swans in flight,

moonlight and cycles and time,

waiting to hear the rain in new leaves,

the wind in the great green crowns,

that music and swaying,


Regaining peace one vision at a time,

deer with the mist on their shoulders

coming to drink from the spring,

the sun going down big and red

behind wooded hills, all the little hoofprints

in the mud at our feet, our work finished,

our thoughts free to run, grateful to have held

each other for awhile, content in the longer light,

calmed by the big red sun, adrift

with the fireflies that constellate the night.







—A compaction of poems from solstice to solstice, 12/22/18 to 6/20/19.



Saturday, June 15, 2019

As If



In the future,

fewer people

in my life,

more in the world,

more strangers.


Just as well.

Who would abide

days spent alone

with sight and sound,

the odd word,


My long work

explaining my work,

my way

of proceeding,

my careen,


The empty road,

the warped-board

stable shedding rain

into the cockleburs?

Oh, little!


Anchored

in these hills,

the weather and

the stars pass through

again and again.


Such inertia

looks a lot like

trance.

"Is" with its

orbital rings.







–– A cento made up of lines from the poems of Rae Armantrout
in the collection "Wobble," woven with the notes
they inspired written in the margins.

Sunday, June 09, 2019

Purpose

Tom Tully photo from EarthSky.org


Searchng for purpose

                              when so much is past:


The antiphon of doves after rain --

                             is that living?


The night sky with the stars ablaze in their places --

                              is that living?


The eagle at the funnel cloud --

                             our metaphor?


The wind in the oaks,

          the dew through my socks,

                    the mouse in the wall --

                              living, living, living, all?


The souls that swarm through me

                              tell me their news:


The purpose of living

                              is living.









– with a line by Rae Armantrout




Friday, June 07, 2019

Confession of a Salesman



I may be good at marketing,

But that doesn't make me proud,

It only makes me solvent.


I may be fair at poetry,

But that doesn't make me solvent,

It only makes me breathe.









Sunday, June 02, 2019

The Day Is a Poem



Our day has ended.

We saw no one,

Our work finished,

Our thoughts free to run,

Though we heard their motors

And we heard their guns

Tearing through the valley

Of our big red sun.


Darkness comes up

Like smoke from the ground.

We know our works will perish

And will not leave a sound,

But still we had this day,

And each other for awhile,

And still we had our big red sun.

Our big red sun.